Stephanie Hamilton
"I believed that the Lord could heal me!"
Sunday’s sermon was a sweet reminder of my own journey with the Lord through illness and healing.
Several years ago, I was dealing with anger and confusion towards the the Lord regarding my life with chronic disease and chronic pain. I was diagnosed as a Type 1 diabetic at 4 years of age. Then, 7 years ago, I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid arthritis and Fibromyalgia.
As I was processing through all my negative emotions, I was trying to reconcile my struggles with my God (who I believed was good & sovereign).
Through a sermon years ago, the Lord made it clear to me that I was to approach my church leaders to ask for prayer. I felt silly! I have chronic diseases—people don’t get healed from those! Over the course of several months, the Lord continued to challenge my faith. I believed that the Lord was capable of healing, but did I believe that He would heal me?
I had to answer the question: could I trust that He was still good and worthy of my worship IF He chose not to heal me after I asked?
After I wrestled with that for several months, I was obedient to the Lord and finally approached church leaders here at Crosspoint Community to ask for prayer. They laid hands on me and prayed with our family. I believed that the Lord could heal me!
The Lord did not heal my diseases after that time of prayer, but He has truly healed my heart of some of my doubt, mistrust and negative emotions. I have come to know God as faithful and worthy of my trust. He continues to walk with me and my illness truly has challenged me to trust and depend upon Him.
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Stephanie Hamilton (pictured with husband, Aaron, and children Ayan, Lyla and Mack), serves on staff at Crosspoint. She oversees our Crosspoint Kids ministry that meets on Sunday mornings and she serves in lots of other ways too!
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Check out more from Sunday’s sermon “Unrestricted Access” to hear more on prayer.


